Apologizing

Dear Witri,

How are you today? I hope you are kind of fine.

Do you realize that today is the last day of November?

Thank you for being role model as a good friend. I know you little, not well like other best friend said to others. Thank you for hearing the tons of unimportant my tweet. Thank you for reminding me to be happy and think that I am surrounded and blessed by kind people. Right back at you, girl. Actually I have plenty words to say, but for your information, right now is 1.54 am and I have not slept yet, not at all. Is it okay that I write till here? Ah, I want to tell you that you are really really really fascinating.

The fact, I want to apologize. I am so sorry for breaking our November challenge. Because of that, I decided apologizing theme for today, so I can write this. Writing every day is difficult enough, especially have many things to do. I will complete our themes with all my effort. But when I afford to fulfill the story but still not finish yet, from my deepest heart, I am so sorry.

And always there is another great day.

With Love,

Your-kinda-cute-friend-af

Moment

Can you stop being worried and just be my bride?

11th Novemberchallenge

Over

Thanks for choosing to stop your three-years-stupid-one-side-love.

10th Novemberchallenge

Bad Luck

Even doctor said still there were eighty percent of opportunities to life, but he didn’t know that I was the part of twenty percent.

9th Novemberchallenge

Long Trip

Let’s run away.

To the place that anyone doesn’t know us.

8th Novemberchallenge

Rain

What I know, rain has cold water.

I ever drank it once while I was 7 years old.

And there’s rain called tears coming out from our eyes.

That created for reason, to warm sadness when I was 17 years old.


7th Novemberchallenge

Shining Star

I am not diamond, jewel, or ruby, too.

Nobody knows me

I am still no one

I solely am the dark

People only know the stars

They don’t reach me

Because I don’t shine

I stand appropriately on your back

You don’t realize my existence

Even people don’t consider

That stars only shine because of dark

6 th Novemberchallenge

Confirmed

It’s really simple.

How the way you look at me, I like it.

And when you asked me, “Are you okay?”

It reduced my pain.

It’s still the same.

If I wrote your name in my writing.

It was confirmed you ruined my mind and heart.

Novemberchallenge; grateful

Brave; happiness

The way you chose to face it than skip the hard part, It's really good actually.
Just give roses to your nose and have nice sleep.
Because we are still the star for each other.

Tears

If you were really really sad, just cry. Don't pretending being okay.

With love,
Yourself.

Tali

Satu langkah mundur

Kuterjengkang uzur

Satu langkah maju

Kuterperosok lalu

Satu langkah kanan

Tak  berujung kian

Satu langkah kiri

Kan terjungkir mati

Pada tali kumenari

Seutas lintas pada ia tak berhati

Untuk bertahan sesekali

Bahwa mungkin ia kembali

Pada tali kubertekuk

Kesamaan rasa di ujung tanduk

Lilin rindu padam tanpa jenguk

Sedang jilat marah bergemuruh tanpa kantuk

Aku masih berpegang pada tali

Bahwa mungkin ia akan kembali

Bahwa mungkin nanti ia kan kembali

Atau mungkin nantinya lagi..

Ia akan kembali

Aku berpegang pada tali

Sepenggal harapan tak terperi

Ngw, 03.11.2015

She Cried

She cried

For the first time, she knew there was salty water.

It was fall out from eyes and cold on cheeks.

It looked like dangerous river.

She cried

She was angry

Throw all the memorize to the trash

Once again, she cried with silent

She cried

Until didn’t know the reason of

She still cried

Even other’s hand caress her back

She cried

Properly, without stop

She cried

The one way healing of her one-side-feeling

Ngw, 02.11.2015

Sunflower

She stayed

She was standing up in front of closed store

Mumbling in silent

And praying he will come back for once

She stayed little bit more

And she was waiting

And she was waiting

And she was waiting

And she was staying while the city light was turning off and waiting with her

She stayed with phone in right hand and sunflower in left hand

He ever said that it’s his favorite of flower; replacing sun in the night

She was staying, patiently, confidently, consciously

Until the sun shined and said, “It’s time to go home.”

Then, she left

And only there is last sunflower on the street.

Ngw, 01.11.2015