Always

I always worried about him.

I remembered the way I held his hand back then. When he was crying, when they were going to somewhere else, I was the one who wiped his tears.

“Don’t date with other girl. I will be jealous. You are still mine, so please don’t give any your attention to other girl. I am still the best for you.”

I am still worried about his food. Has he eaten yet this night? I hope he isn’t eating instant food while watching movie. I feel so sorry because did not try to cooked more food to him. I know he will always eat what I have cooked to him.

“Thank you about the book which you give me last year. I really know how easily you find it, ya?”

Are you not arrant asking for unreasonable thing? Still I gave it to you. And I will try give something what you want. I promise. Because I always remember what she said, “Just share what you eat, what you buy, what you watch , with your brother.”

“Thank you for hold my hands and said that I would be okay, that everything would be okay, that they were just made me worried to not important things.”

He is younger than me but more mature. He is taller than me but I always worried to him. I wouldn’t say that x-ray was so horrible if I knew that someday you will take it too. I said that x-ray is horrible just to showed you that I am cool enough through way this case. All will be okay, If they said to get x-ray, just do then. I am here, Dik.